Most people probably look back in shame or regret, but nobody can tell the inner workings of the human mind.
Most the time I have alot of problems working out my own mind. I know this though, I look back on my darkest moments and compare it to my best, all I see is, I always improve myself.
The more something hurts me the stronger I get, but maybe I shouldn’t have to deal with the things I have and the things I am? That’s life though isn’t it? We all go through shit that drags us down and take us to our darkest place, some recover, some cope, some give up and some become great.
I like to believe that no matter how dark my world becomes I will come out of it great, you know what? I don’t like to believe that. I know this.
Anonymous asked: I don't know if you would forgive me, last time I tried to message you, you didn't want to talk to me. I just want you to know if you figure it out, I'm sorry for what I did to anger you, I may have seemed like a bad friend but I was in a bad place with my manic depression, but honestly I wanted your friendship more than anything I was faced with. I miss you. ^_^
Hey, I tried responding to this on my phone and I don’t think it worked.
So here goes, whoever you are I can’t think on anyone I am holding any kind of grudge against so maybe tell me who you are and see where things go from there? Because more then likely I miss you too (:
Firstly, I need to start thinking about what I need over what I want.
Secondly, I put an actual effort into going after what I need over what I want.
Thirdly, Let all my wants go, they are unimportant and cause me nothing but pain.
Finally, SORT MY FUCKING LIFE OUT!
Sorted, now to paint my nails an interesting colour…
